hate ovs la!

omg so dead again!!

dam lazy to come this link nowadays. =(

working life so sux man!

ppl all now holiday den i work.

ppl can go overseas enjoy but i cant.

ppl so excited to count down for 2011 but i am nt.

ppl cant wait for their 21st bday but i am so worry about it.

HAIS!!!

13 Days more to 21 years old.

hais i am freaking worry that i need to work on that day.

i hope boss allows to be on leave!!! pray hard man!

10 days more gg for a cruise trip.

dam excited for it but if i cant be on leave den i gotta drag myself to work after i arrive sg in the morning.=(

SUX BANK!!! WHY MUST CHANGE SYSTEM ON MY 21ST YEARS OLD.

MAKE ME SO WORRY FOR MONTHS ALREADY.

UNTIL NW STILL NEED WORRY. KNS

HAIS.

Omg. my blog becoming so dead again. =(

yesterday was dude bday.
actually i intended to go down to pray u but at last i didn't make it.
sorry dude T.T.
I will find one day which my fren and i can make it down together to pray u. =)
anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! how i wish u were still around.

i went to highlight plus dye my hair.
super golden now.
tml when i first step in my office everyone will sure WAH!
laughs.

I WANNA BE WITH YOU~T.T

I wanna be with you 爱却不能占有
经过你家的巷口 还会想逗留 不翼而飞我的洒脱
I wanna be with you 你却不属于我
那句不要离开我 还没说出口 画面 停格在错过~
I wanna be with you 爱却不能占有
合照无声的沉默 反转的时空 不翼而飞我的洒脱
I wanna be with you 我却被爱占有
那句不要离开我 还没说出口 画面 停格在错过~

waiting~

MONDAY BLUES~

was almost late for work today. Running for my life to reach office as fast as possible.

sms-ed him in the morning but until now no reply.

i really dunno wat happen ah.

maybe he want to keep a distance from me?

he seldom dun reply me for so many hours.

hais. i dunno should i give him a msg again or just continue to wait. =(

waiting for you~

Changed my blogskin. xD

met up with my gfs on friday.

enjoyed.

next meeting will be this coming wed bah.

cant wait for it.

omg! i miss the milktea at far east~ T.T

lets pics speaks.

痛苦

我真的好想放弃爱着你。这样默默的爱你真的好辛苦。

你每次好像能给我一点希望但这对我是伤害。

我真的不知道该相信你带给我的希望是真是假。

如果我选择相信你的话，为什么你还默默的让我等待你?

请你让我知道你在想什么好吗?

我真的好痛苦，

我甘愿你告诉你爱的人是她，不然请你不要默默的给我希望了!

我。。。。爱。。。。你。。。。

我觉得我好傻哦。

我真的不知道该相信他的话吗?

他是否爱我或者我想太多了。

我真的想知道答案。

如果我们只能当朋友的话就请你告诉我。

我会放弃爱你，不要整天默默的暗恋这你。

这样默默的等你，真的好难受你知道吗。

我真的好想让你知道我的存在。

我最近吃了很多的醋，心里痛得很。

我该怎么办才好?

难过

我真的不知道我的心里在想什么。

我该怎么办呢?

我不知道为什么我这么在乎他的一切。

他的一举一动能让我很在意，可是他知道我在想什么吗?

我真的猜不透他在想什么，有时我真希望我能猜透他。

我好想知道那个不可能的答案，可是我又害怕是一个错误的答案。

我真的不知道我该如何是好。

坚持等待呢? 还是该放弃呢?

顺其自然吧! =(

smelly doggy~

YO PEEPS!

i am back!

hmm. just brushed my dogs's teeths.

super dirty cause i am so lazy to brush for them.

Charlie's ears were super smelly!

doctor also dunno wat going on inside his ears.

maybe worms inside??

get well soon my darling. <3

back to work tml.

i was like 'SIANS'

my long weekend had gone. =(

hey twinnys, meet up soon ya?

missed you gals.

my little princess ANGEL<3

sick

I am sick. argh.

having bad flu and cough.

i am going to be mute soon i guess?

hahas.

tonight having bbq at my relatives place.

sure mute after eating all the bbq stuff.

yi du gong du. =D

pek chek!

Everyone pls bare with me for now, i gonna post out my anger.

dam no mood now.

one of the reason is my previous post and i nt gonna mention again.

another reason is one of my colleague.

she is dam asshole lah.

i am a fool to her.

really cant stand it.

can u imagine some one suddenly dun talk to you without any reason for 2 times!

we were lunch partners.

but she can just throw me aside and treating me not around when lunch.

GROW UP LA! WHY SO CHILDISH.

when we were on our way back to office after lunch, she and one of my colleague walk seperated way back and i chose to follow her.

to my surprise, she walked dam fast and throw me behind.

she know i am behind her but she...WTH!

my tears almost dropped down.

IF YOU DONT WAN HAVE LUNCH WITH ME WHY NOT YOU LET ME KNOW AND NOT TREATING ME LIKE THIS!

hais.

being a fool for 2 times le!

i rather eat myself den see-ing your bloody face.

ASSHOLE!

godma, u also dam too much la nowadays.

your mistake you blame me?

just because i am the one who input.

dam it.

keep saying we that side keep talking den how about your that side.

kns.

some more say we depend on you all for help.

wth. i think you also depend on us to find out your mistake.

zzz. den the stupid parrot also add words for you say ya lor ya lor how can depend on you all that side.

SHUT UP LA PARROT!

you no rights to say my side also lor. dunno who the one keep depend people.

KNS!

piss off la~

what going on la!

everyone like this treat me. KNS!

even him also. TT. dam sad la.

Sigh~

I really dunno wat is going on among us.

I really hate this feeling.

can someone tell me wat is going on?

Sigh~TT

bloated

wooo. I am so super bloated now.
went city square for dinner.

ate kichi kichi steamboat.

super nice.

saw pong yu yan after dinner. shuai orh!

hais

Today my mood was like so down.

really heard a very shocking news from my colleague.

her Cocker Spaniels had passed away yesterday. Age 12.

she told me the whole scene she saw yesterday at her mum's place.

i was like stanned.

so worrying about my 2 precious.

cant imagine 10 years down the road, wat will happen to them.

sometimes i did regret buying dogs.

i hate the pain when they left us.

hais. i will try not to think that far yet.

but i should be pepared for emergency.

anything would happen one day but just we couldnt tell when.

R.I.P. nt actual dog pic.

spend money~

I didnt realise my pay had been debited to my bank acc.
once i realise, i started spending money.

money flies~

lets see what i had bought.

HEELS~

Mickey watch that cause my a bomb. s$ 100 bucks. mad rite?

For now, i am wishing for a queen bed.

hope to have it soon. =D

ban heng~

Feeling so bloated again.
went ban heng after work with my colleagues.

enjoyed especially knowing my colleague smaller son.

haha. cute boy.

hope to have another dinner with them again.

xiao xiao bing? hahas

sooooooo tired~

I am soooo tired~

just came back from ot.

aws. the volume for today was horrible.

i dun dare to think of tml. =(

just two more days and i can have a good rest.=D

cant wait for friday.

going eat charcoal grill steamboat again i guess?

hahas. yum yum.

going gain weight again. TT

miss him. aws

It had been 2 weeks since he got in.

hais. till nw i didnt got any news from him.

just wonder how is he?

i guess this friday he gg book out bah.

hope he could online. =D

this thursday gg gambling cruise.

yippeee.

i am going to be fatter again.

3 meals on the cruise sia.

dinner, supper and breakfast.

awsssssssssss.

hais

BORED DIE~

how i wish you were online.

hais.

book out tml? nt sure.

emptyness in audi without him around.

the feeling dam unbearable.

just one more day to weekends.

weee. excited for my coming weekends.

count down.

i guess tml night i am nt gg to sleep again.

i wish that he could online tml too =/

sick~

I am so sick.
having fever, headache, block nose and cough.

mc-ed today. no choice.

i guess eating too much charcoal grill buffet last friday make me fall sick.

but i really did enjoy my day. =D

we haben been contact for 7 days.

miss die him.

just wonder how is him inside.

hope everything is fine.

counting down for him to book out.

hais. bo mood

Mood so down today. =(

I really dun wish to mention anymore.

just let me hate her. hais.

Today was his 3rd day.

hais i just wondering how was him inside.

sometimes i really wish that he was not in yet so that he could be my listener nw.

nw i just only can keep in my heart and let everything be as normal.

i am just waiting for him to book out.

just let me audi with him and i will be alrights.

counting down for him to be online again.

tml night going dinner with my colleagues.

i will enjoy myself den. =D

=(

说你爱我 说你要我
说你永远不离开我
我承认此刻的我懦弱
说你爱我 说你要我
说你永远不离开我
这要求是否太多
你难道无法爱..爱我吗
你难道无法爱..爱我吗

9 days more and i am gonna start missing u.

可惜你永远都不会懂.

=(

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂

可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受

噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落

或许我永远都看不透

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂

伤心快乐在回忆中反复的交错

噢爱让我想起你的时候

泪禁不住滑落

可惜你永远都不会懂

2 days more =D

Count down~

Just 3 more days~=D

counting down.....

IMU~

I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with.

I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the only one who understands me so well.

I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.

I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best memorable times of my life. TT

Counting down to friday~IMU~

笑一个~

我知道你剩下的开心时间不多了。

可是我不想看到你伤心的样子。

乐观一点，想想好的方面，不要想坏处。

我知道我是不可能了解你现在的感受，可是我直希望你能开心一点。

有时我也好希望时间能暂停。=(

我好希望能回去我们相遇的那一天。

那个时候的你没有这么伤心。

好吧，如果你不要我那么担心你的话，就乐观一点。

这样我就能放心了。

yawns

Hmm. we met up yesterday again although monday was our last gathering as i mention previously.

trained down to ps.

ate pastamania for our dinner.

after that headed to arcade for ddr.

east coast park after arcade.

chit chatted till 12 plus midnight.

hearing each other problems really bring our moods down.

see-ing him hurts but i really dunno wat can i do.

just really hope he may cheer up. =D

Smile Smile =D

reached home nearly 1am.

so sux that i need to work next day. YAWNS.

for today, i am so sleepy~

really feel like sleeping but i just cant.

hais.

Finally is WEEKEND~=D

top one ktv

Hais. so fast our top one ktv gathering had over.

quite sad arh. really miss yesterday.

the first time we sang Karaoke.

the first time we sang dute song.

really enjoyed.

lets pictures speak how enjoy am i.

see someone hiding behind the pillow =x hahas. Thats him CW.

new blogskin

New blogskin for my blog. =D

Time is running up.

is just less den a month.

next monday will be our last gathering as what he mention.

gonna enjoy myself den.

no more meets up till everything settle for his side.

take goody care of youself in your new enviroment.

i will be always there for you if u need a listener as wat i told u before.

i would always like to see a smile on your face =D

2 days to top one ktv.

sometimes i really hope that the time may slow down.

so tired~

lets pictures say everything cause i am so tired nw~

Counting down for top one ktv session~=D

hmm..

再靠近一点就让你牵手

再勇敢一点我就跟你走

你还等什么时间已经不多

再下去只好只作朋友

再向前一点点我就会点头

再冲动一点点我就不闪躲

不过三个字别犹豫这么久

只要你说出口

你就能拥有我

fam gathering~

back for blogging~

fam gathering yesterday.

enjoyed~

more gathering please!!!

next gathering will be at top one ktv? countdown-ing~

PRAY HARD!

PRAY HARD FOR TML!!!

really hope boss allows me go on half day leave~ TT

Bless me dude!

FAM Meeting tml~

weeee~=D

wont be back home till sat afternoon.

sians!!!!

I am so bored!

some one please entertain me=(

this few days my job were so slack~

nothing much to do also.

always waiting for time to reach 6.15pm!

back home eat dinner le, switch on com.

feel that my com getting so bored each day.

maybe we didnt met each other in audi for days le.

whenever u online, i wont get so bored.

while u offline, i got bored again.

=(

waiting for my weekends.

i wanna sleep~~~~~

yawns~

sian~

my blog is offically dead.

maybe i shall start blogging again.

friday, met up with ying after work.

watched my ex!

nice but alot disgusting parts.

after that headed to catch catch again!

as usual, money flies~

saturday, went out with mama to see sofa.

at night went to ahma house awhile.

after that shopped around at parkway.

today maybe heading down to bugis.

nt yet buy my new year clothes. x.x

tml back to work! =(