SUX BIG TIME!

First working day of the year, worked from 7.30am-9.05pm!

14 hrs of work!!! dam crazy!!

this is first advance bday present from god. =(

secondly, gonna bare until wednesday to see whether my leave gonna be approved or rejected.

thirthly, i not gonna have a day to enjoy with my loved ones before or on my bday.

freaking sux 21st bday i have.

i guess nobody gonna have me except me.

life is so unfair!

ppl can have a wonderful celebration but me?

gonna worried here and there.

if i gonna work on the actual day, how am i gg to enjoy the day?

meet up just 2-3hrs and den go home?

if is my 20th or 22th bday i not gonna mind but den is the 21st!

WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if we meet up on this coming friday, i wont see all my loved ones until midnight.

one of the reason is i dunno wat time i gg to end work and plus all my loved ones were busy.

i hate birthday! really dam hate!

i just wanna hide myself at home if i could be on leaved.

just dun wanna go out cause is just my 21st bday, is not a big deal.

maybe i couldnt be freedom bah so i would be forever 20.

actually i am so excited for the cruise trip but den now i am not!

everything spoiling my mood.

no one willling to lend me their ears.

thanks mum,godma and candy for lending their ears to me.

they knw hw i felt today. T_T