T_T

Although i lost whatever i have, but all i need is u.

HAIS

NO WORDS CAN REPRESENT HOW I FEEL NOW.

如果的事

我想过一件事 不是坏的事

一直对自己坚持 爱情的意思

像风没有理由轻轻吹着走

谁爱谁没有所谓的对与错

不管时间 说着我们在一起有多坎坷

我不敢去证实 爱你两个字

不是对自己矜持 也不是讽刺

别人都在说我其实很无知

这样的感情被认定很放肆 我很不服

我还在想着那件事

如果你已经不能控制每天想我一次

如果你因为我而诚实

如果你看我的电影听我爱的CD

如果你能带我一起旅行

如果你决定跟随感觉为爱勇敢一次

如果你说我们有彼此

如果你会开始相信这般恋爱心情

如果你能给我如果的事.

GAME OVER ♥

Back with blogging~

so dead here! I apologise for my lazyness~ =x

Overall i enjoyed my day with them yesterday.

Thumbs up!

more gathering please~ hahas.

How i wish u were like the show i watched recently.

Just a word "GAME OVER!" and u will be mine.

Perhaps is just a show and i am thinking too much.

The moment i think back everytime how good u treated me, i really dun understand what u mean.

Please stop giving me wrong signal please.

I really dun wan make myself think that there is hope.

Perhaps there will be but i told myself there wont be.

hais!

Just came back from amk.

freaking tired nw!

sian lor tml need ot!

i hate it and plus is a friday!

hais.

i dunno those hints on tues we mention will affect us anot.

really hope that u knw who i refering.

that person in my heart is you nt others.

hais. perhaps u knw it ba.

god let me met u sure gt purpose de.

pray hard bah! shun qi zhi ran~ =D

freaking upset!

Hais. i finally knw the ans from my boss.

she allows me on leave on the 10th and nt the 11th.

freaking sian! i dun wanna work on my bday. hais

have a big quarrel with boss today.

freaking hates her now!

whatever she say me today i was like FUCK OFF!

well... over is over, not gonna mention it again.

this was the best bday gift from boss bah. _l_

love you~

I love you like the sun that shines brightly in the sky

I love you like the moon that sparkles each and every night

Even if just as a friend

Yet I don’t need anything more

Ohhh…
I love you and I promise you I will never change

I love you and I promise you I will watch over you

Can’t help but to treasure you

Love U Love U Love U

For always~

You know that you can always run to me

When things just seem to get too tough

I know you love someone else, what can I do?

Oh oh…

It’s too late to regret

If you let me,

I just want to be close to you

Without you, I don’t know how to live anymore

Love U

Having you is enough

Just once…

I want to shout to the world

SUX BIG TIME!

First working day of the year, worked from 7.30am-9.05pm!

14 hrs of work!!! dam crazy!!

this is first advance bday present from god. =(

secondly, gonna bare until wednesday to see whether my leave gonna be approved or rejected.

thirthly, i not gonna have a day to enjoy with my loved ones before or on my bday.

freaking sux 21st bday i have.

i guess nobody gonna have me except me.

life is so unfair!

ppl can have a wonderful celebration but me?

gonna worried here and there.

if i gonna work on the actual day, how am i gg to enjoy the day?

meet up just 2-3hrs and den go home?

if is my 20th or 22th bday i not gonna mind but den is the 21st!

WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if we meet up on this coming friday, i wont see all my loved ones until midnight.

one of the reason is i dunno wat time i gg to end work and plus all my loved ones were busy.

i hate birthday! really dam hate!

i just wanna hide myself at home if i could be on leaved.

just dun wanna go out cause is just my 21st bday, is not a big deal.

maybe i couldnt be freedom bah so i would be forever 20.

actually i am so excited for the cruise trip but den now i am not!

everything spoiling my mood.

no one willling to lend me their ears.

thanks mum,godma and candy for lending their ears to me.

they knw hw i felt today. T_T

hate ovs la!

omg so dead again!!

dam lazy to come this link nowadays. =(

working life so sux man!

ppl all now holiday den i work.

ppl can go overseas enjoy but i cant.

ppl so excited to count down for 2011 but i am nt.

ppl cant wait for their 21st bday but i am so worry about it.

HAIS!!!

13 Days more to 21 years old.

hais i am freaking worry that i need to work on that day.

i hope boss allows to be on leave!!! pray hard man!

10 days more gg for a cruise trip.

dam excited for it but if i cant be on leave den i gotta drag myself to work after i arrive sg in the morning.=(

SUX BANK!!! WHY MUST CHANGE SYSTEM ON MY 21ST YEARS OLD.

MAKE ME SO WORRY FOR MONTHS ALREADY.

UNTIL NW STILL NEED WORRY. KNS

HAIS.

Omg. my blog becoming so dead again. =(

yesterday was dude bday.
actually i intended to go down to pray u but at last i didn't make it.
sorry dude T.T.
I will find one day which my fren and i can make it down together to pray u. =)
anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! how i wish u were still around.

i went to highlight plus dye my hair.
super golden now.
tml when i first step in my office everyone will sure WAH!
laughs.

I WANNA BE WITH YOU~T.T

I wanna be with you 爱却不能占有
经过你家的巷口 还会想逗留 不翼而飞我的洒脱
I wanna be with you 你却不属于我
那句不要离开我 还没说出口 画面 停格在错过~
I wanna be with you 爱却不能占有
合照无声的沉默 反转的时空 不翼而飞我的洒脱
I wanna be with you 我却被爱占有
那句不要离开我 还没说出口 画面 停格在错过~

waiting~

MONDAY BLUES~

was almost late for work today. Running for my life to reach office as fast as possible.

sms-ed him in the morning but until now no reply.

i really dunno wat happen ah.

maybe he want to keep a distance from me?

he seldom dun reply me for so many hours.

hais. i dunno should i give him a msg again or just continue to wait. =(

waiting for you~

Changed my blogskin. xD

met up with my gfs on friday.

enjoyed.

next meeting will be this coming wed bah.

cant wait for it.

omg! i miss the milktea at far east~ T.T

lets pics speaks.

痛苦

我真的好想放弃爱着你。这样默默的爱你真的好辛苦。

你每次好像能给我一点希望但这对我是伤害。

我真的不知道该相信你带给我的希望是真是假。

如果我选择相信你的话，为什么你还默默的让我等待你?

请你让我知道你在想什么好吗?

我真的好痛苦，

我甘愿你告诉你爱的人是她，不然请你不要默默的给我希望了!

我。。。。爱。。。。你。。。。

我觉得我好傻哦。

我真的不知道该相信他的话吗?

他是否爱我或者我想太多了。

我真的想知道答案。

如果我们只能当朋友的话就请你告诉我。

我会放弃爱你，不要整天默默的暗恋这你。

这样默默的等你，真的好难受你知道吗。

我真的好想让你知道我的存在。

我最近吃了很多的醋，心里痛得很。

我该怎么办才好?

难过

我真的不知道我的心里在想什么。

我该怎么办呢?

我不知道为什么我这么在乎他的一切。

他的一举一动能让我很在意，可是他知道我在想什么吗?

我真的猜不透他在想什么，有时我真希望我能猜透他。

我好想知道那个不可能的答案，可是我又害怕是一个错误的答案。

我真的不知道我该如何是好。

坚持等待呢? 还是该放弃呢?

顺其自然吧! =(

smelly doggy~

YO PEEPS!

i am back!

hmm. just brushed my dogs's teeths.

super dirty cause i am so lazy to brush for them.

Charlie's ears were super smelly!

doctor also dunno wat going on inside his ears.

maybe worms inside??

get well soon my darling. <3

back to work tml.

i was like 'SIANS'

my long weekend had gone. =(

hey twinnys, meet up soon ya?

missed you gals.

my little princess ANGEL<3

sick

I am sick. argh.

having bad flu and cough.

i am going to be mute soon i guess?

hahas.

tonight having bbq at my relatives place.

sure mute after eating all the bbq stuff.

yi du gong du. =D

pek chek!

Everyone pls bare with me for now, i gonna post out my anger.

dam no mood now.

one of the reason is my previous post and i nt gonna mention again.

another reason is one of my colleague.

she is dam asshole lah.

i am a fool to her.

really cant stand it.

can u imagine some one suddenly dun talk to you without any reason for 2 times!

we were lunch partners.

but she can just throw me aside and treating me not around when lunch.

GROW UP LA! WHY SO CHILDISH.

when we were on our way back to office after lunch, she and one of my colleague walk seperated way back and i chose to follow her.

to my surprise, she walked dam fast and throw me behind.

she know i am behind her but she...WTH!

my tears almost dropped down.

IF YOU DONT WAN HAVE LUNCH WITH ME WHY NOT YOU LET ME KNOW AND NOT TREATING ME LIKE THIS!

hais.

being a fool for 2 times le!

i rather eat myself den see-ing your bloody face.

ASSHOLE!

godma, u also dam too much la nowadays.

your mistake you blame me?

just because i am the one who input.

dam it.

keep saying we that side keep talking den how about your that side.

kns.

some more say we depend on you all for help.

wth. i think you also depend on us to find out your mistake.

zzz. den the stupid parrot also add words for you say ya lor ya lor how can depend on you all that side.

SHUT UP LA PARROT!

you no rights to say my side also lor. dunno who the one keep depend people.

KNS!

piss off la~

what going on la!

everyone like this treat me. KNS!

even him also. TT. dam sad la.

Sigh~

I really dunno wat is going on among us.

I really hate this feeling.

can someone tell me wat is going on?

Sigh~TT